shoulders up

shoulders up, head down
to that place that i found
in the start, when my heart
was bulletproof, but now

against the walls with my fears stacked up around me
she wont gamble on me

i renovated, my escape its
hard enough to lose the first
as i burst this little curse
it could we worse they spoke in tongues

that i'd embrace him so i read about the future
turns out better than that

so much better than that.